Tag Archives: 100 days sober

Control (Day 3 rant)

When I don’t drink my friend thinks I’ve got control issues. That I have the need to control everything in an unhealthy manner. I can’t let go and “have fun” for a bit. This seems to be a problem for … Continue reading

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No time to stop (Day 2)

Tuesday is a long day at work, 11am-7pm, but I made sure I kept busy from the start in order to avoid the cigarette craving that’s always lurking around when the others smoke. For me, smoking and drinking go hand-in-hand. … Continue reading

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Cocky

I think I know what happened. I got cocky, too confident. I felt so good after 13 days of sobriety; clean, happy, clear headed, looking good and slim, getting shit done. I thought to myself, if I go out tonight … Continue reading

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Epic fail

This is a post I don’t want to write but I’m making myself do it in order to get back on the horse quickly. It all happened very subtly. That wolfie you’re all talking about is very, very sneaky and … Continue reading

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The small victories

It may seem like small things or issues to regular folk, but to me, being able to make a sensible decision is a massive victory. Like today I had a massage appointment booked which would have set me back £15. … Continue reading

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Second day blues

So I’ve been a bit miserable today but nothing to complain about really. I loved getting up a couple of hours before starting work, have a hot lemon/mint leaf/cayenne pepper detox drink first thing, have a bath, make a healthy … Continue reading

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