Tag Archives: alcohol

Control (Day 3 rant)

When I don’t drink my friend thinks I’ve got control issues. That I have the need to control everything in an unhealthy manner. I can’t let go and “have fun” for a bit. This seems to be a problem for … Continue reading

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Insane (Day 1) Part 2

So I got out of bed this morning and have kept myself very busy all day. I started by changing the bed sheets, brushing teeth, taking make-up off (I know right.. in the morning tut tut), making hot lemon/mint/cayenne pepper … Continue reading

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Why do I want to be sober?

After my last feeling-sorry-for-myself-post I got a comment from Lilly that said: “Why do you want to be sober? Tell us. Even if you’re still drinking. Tell us why you want to be sober.” I will present my thoughts in … Continue reading

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Epic fail

This is a post I don’t want to write but I’m making myself do it in order to get back on the horse quickly. It all happened very subtly. That wolfie you’re all talking about is very, very sneaky and … Continue reading

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The small victories

It may seem like small things or issues to regular folk, but to me, being able to make a sensible decision is a massive victory. Like today I had a massage appointment booked which would have set me back £15. … Continue reading

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Post-detox-musings

It’s been a while since I posted anything on here. It’s been a bit of a roller coaster and I’m really not good at keeping up routine things when it’s a bit crazy. I fell off the wagon on day 6 … Continue reading

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First day…

First day of being black in the blog world and first day of not drinking. And already I’ve found a handful of inspiring blogs. I can’t believe I’d forgotten all about this. That’s right, I’ve been here before. In July … Continue reading

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